I have realized that I am either really lazy at keeping up with this site or I just haven't had time. I'll go the lazy part. HURRAY FOR  LAZINESS!!  I just got back from a youth group retreat yesterday and I still feel wiped out from it. It was a lot of fun even though I got sick on Sunday night and I couldn't go tubing and it rained the whole time we were there. But that really didn't matter. It was great to get away from it all.

On a slightly more depressing note, my boyfriend and I almost broke up two weeks ago...ALMOST.  And on the day before our 11 month anniversary yeah, I know. Oh did I mention it was over the phone, too? In reality, though, i'm actually glad that he did it over the phone, because it would've been so much harder face-to-face. Anyway, let's just say I was hysterically crying that night even though we hadn't really officially broken up because he had agreed to come over that weekend so we could talk about it and hopefully work things out. I really thought it would've been stupid to just throw everything away without giving things another chance. Apparently, he realized that to because the next day at school I saw him and he told me that he wanted to stay together and give things another try. For the first time in my life I burst into tears because I was sooooo happy. I still am amazed at how lucky I am and that things didn't fall apart. All I can say is thank you, God! I hope things stay ok with us or even better I really hope they improve. All I can do for now is hope

By the way don't ask why or what made Mike want to break up with me. I'm not at liberty to say, but mostly I just don't want to talk about it.

So I just started a job on Tuesday.. I'm busing tables at the Franconia Café if you know where that is.  It's been pretty good so far although my feet and legs have been sore by the time I go home but I'll probably get used to it soon enough.  I've been bugged several times already if I'm going to move up to waitressing soon... uh no I think busing is doing quite fine for me now...maybe in the distance future but not yet. I'm  not sure what days I have off but mostly I work 4 to 5 days a week Monday thru Saturday from 8am to 2pm so if you want to come in and pester-- I mean uh... see me sometime I may just clean up your mess! ...er table..

Easter Break! Yeah all of Friday and that's it. The dumbass schoolboard has it so that when we have snow days they take away our spring break (we orginally had Thursday and Monday off too) instead of adding it onto the end of the year. How retarted is that? Anyway, nothing much going on as usual. I actually don't have any homework for once which is always a good thing.

I've been thinking about shutting this site down sometime soon.....sry but I don't update that often much less have anything to talk about. Course I've gotta figure out how to shut this down.....yeah I know I'm a sped....